What a hopeful and deeply kind message you've wrought from such heartbreak. I'm in awe you have found the strength to put one foot in front of the other and found the courage to share your struggles with all of us. So much tenderness and hard-won wisdom expressed so beautifully. You remind me of the author Lee Smith who shared that her doctor prescribed she get back to writing to help her cope with the loss of her son. Wishing you continued support and compassion and comfort.